Your heart stops beating though you are alive. Seeing the hopelessness of a certain thing you want to scream till your throat gets hoarse. Despair enters your soul and leaves you weak. You start questionining yourself, questions you wouldn't like the answers heard.

Then comes self loathing. you'll criticize yourself, seeing flaws where there are none and greatly putting yourself down. you then ask if you're good enough for anything.

and then, you feel like you're all alone. not apart of anything, seen as a nuisance and treated like you do not exist.

finally you realize you do not belong.

you do not exist.

Alone.